Dreams

Part 3

Sitting halo hanging above my head

nothing new today

a ring of teeth

an open mouth

hung

This could be the end of me

another pointless game we play

something biting

so hard

doing what you want for the last time

the truth is I got mine

all the things you never said

careless chances cannot end

let’s hear the truth, that we end up dead

everything you said,

“Goodbye”

Trying for so long to make you believe me; “I am not your enemy.”

All these things we’ve taken for granted for the last time

all I wanted is to be what you needed

imagine enemies

lost in your head again

I am

Trying for so long to be imaginary

I forgot what I needed

Now it just doesn’t feel right

sinking into my new animus

my body tells my mind

all the things you should’ve done right

scratched all the hope away

I know there’s nothing I could write

that could make you want me

I couldn’t save the baby

yet there’s no place I'd rather be

I won’t be angry if you leave

I just won’t believe you

and that’s enough to leave you

I know that each one

of these moments is gonna cost us

But this is where

I threw all the love away.

Don’t say sorry

I won’t believe you anyway

Cry now and let it bleed

“you know me”

I’ve got some regrets

but nothing the next moment can’t fix,

never.